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14 December
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"It was better than we expected. Some of the ideas went beyond the obvious into a kind of homicidal vacuum. I saw a riotous play of lights on my skullwall as the crucifying boredom ricocheted me out of the timestream. In what seemed like seconds, I re-experienced the first few seconds of life and all of the author's ideas, then I was accelerating through a field of polymesmeric beauty. Skimming blurseas of red gold and deep flaring gardens, we were thrown across a sky, our shadows darting over the architecture of clouds which were soon streaking into smears. Huge tidal blurs were gashing wounds in space. Half my short life hit me like a thump in the chest as I passed through the sky, making it blink."
"promise" rings, 24 hour diners, 3 am, ?, abandoned houses, acoustic performances, adderall, adhd, audrey, away messages, bad words, balconies, bartleby and loki, bathroom experiences, beating up boys, being dangerous, being hard to impress, being messy, being uncool, big cities, blistex, blue hair, boardwalks, books, boredom, but i'm a cheerleader, carl's car, cellos, cherry coke, chicken carinese sandwiches, chrome, clubbic tragers, conspiring, cream of chicken soup, creating religions, cruel intentions, dance dance revolution, dancing around the room, dead aim, death to smoochy, digital cameras, donnie darko, driving, egg crates, elite movie club, emo boys, engagement rings, escalators, excessiveness, eye sex, fake asians, falling, fat puppies, february swims, fight club, fire, fucktards, getting caught, great expectations, hardcore boys, hayden, higher ground, honey bears, hoodies, ice cream, insanity, insomnia, iron chef, june nights, katie's lake, kinetic energy, kissing in the rain, lights out, lip rings, long drives, long nights, lyrics, mark z. danielewski, matt's dad's house, medport, mixtapes, movie nights, movies, mullets, music, my so-called life, nail biting, nap hugs, new brunswick, new york, newsies, original creations, penn station, philly, photography, piercings, pizza, playing by heart, plugged in performances, poker, pretty lights, professional criminals, pyromania, quotes, rain, randomness, really cool people, recurring dreams, red lion diner, reunion shows, road trips, route 70, saddle creek, scott & shelby, seizures, setting streets on fire, shaggy hair, shane west movies, shelly, shows, skater kids, skies, sleeping weather, small gestures, small towns, snatch, soccer games, songs for me, south jersey, sparkling, stomach tattoos, stories, stories for me, sugar, summer fields, t.s. eliot, talking incessantly, tapping on my window, the bands, the beach, the speedline, the tangent universe, the underdog, thunderstorms, trouble making, waking dreams, wawas, weird comments, weird conversations, writing